Its got to happen...happen sometime

I am very restless today. Have you ever just wanted to pick and leave. Hell, i dont even need to pick up i could very well just leave. I think i have always struggled with feeling content. I dont dont know if I ever have or ever will but i dont think I can be content here. I'm hating my job. I mean let's face it, life in as a social worker doesnt have many perks. I have decided that I will move. I will move far far away and only come back for major holidays. I'm thinking New York City. Is that too predictable? Oh well, i've always wanted to live there and I think now is a good time to go. I'm will take any job I can find that is until I get a job in theater which i'm sure is not a competitive job market in the city. Yeah right...but should i just sit here and let my dreams go to waste. Hmm...i think i will move in June.

Blogs are hard to write. I don't know why. I always have a million thoughts racing through my head at any given moment. For some reason I can never just write about one thing. So, I am going to write about a couple different things.

I'm still doing puzzles daily like a nerd, but I cant stand blue sky scenes and neglect to put those pieces together.

I was involved in a magazine scam this week and had to change my entire life around to not lose any money. Through that whole ordeal i found out that i have some pretty awesome friends who have got my back.

God has proven Himself over and over again to me this week. I sometimes wonder if God really does provide for you and I can answer for sure with a yes.

Those are the three main things that have been happening to me this week. I am excited to do more puzzles, have my money again, and most importantly tell others about God and how He does love you and forgives you and provides for you.

I find my life to be very similar to that of Liz Lemon

Every Wednesday I have a routine. It's weigh in day at the office because we are doing a biggest loser competition. So, I weigh in first thing in the morning because that's when i find that i weigh the least. As soon as i record my weight I immediately start eating whatever I want because Wednesday is cheat day. So, after a late home visit i rushed to McDonalds to order a big mac meal with a sweet tea and sit down to finish a puzzle. I put 30 Rock season one in my dvd player and sat down at my coffee table to start my new puzzle. (it's really hard with 2500 pieces.) As I was sitting there eating my big mac and laughing at how pathetic liz lemon's life is i realized that my life is just as pathetic...no even more pathetic than hers. I'm 23 years old and the highlight of my week is a big mac and a puzzle. I think I am going to try and be more adventurous. Maybe I will take up tennis...